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January 13, 2004
.5:23 PM
New year. New things. New resolutions. Review old resolutions. What were my old resolutions? I don't know. It's strange how some things we just forget about or keep pushing off. I'm kind of like that with resolutions. I need measurable goals. Wait no I don't. Or maybe I do. I don't know. Some things you can't measure quantitatively, so what do you do? Make a list in your head and tell yourself to do it. A year later you'll realize that you did none of the things you set out to do. Oh well and the cycle continues.

Most people don't really care about resolutions after January. It's like saying fuck it I tried to end world hunger for one month but I failed so i'm giving up. Try again next year. It's not like it's going away anytime soon, right?

You can probably tell by this meaningless cwazy drivel that my mind seems to be everywhere these days. My life used to be divided into well defined time chunks. Each of them independent with virtually no overlap. There's the time for myself. The time at work. The time with friends. The time with friends. The time for the family.

Right now there are too things on my plate. The gf intersects all aspects of my life which is definitely more of a good thing than bad thing... but it means sacrificing my other time chunks for her. And of course I'm in the market to purchase a condo sometime soon so my money hungry real estate agent pesters me all the time at work, at home, when i'm with my gf, when i'm with friends.

And the biggest struggle for me right now is to make time for everyone.

Maybe in a month, things will be less hectic and I can stop neglecting everyone around me.

I'm tired.

This is my monthly post. Expect an update in 2 months. Maybe sooner. I don't know.


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