.11:34 PM
meaning of life. at this precise moment. subject/meaning/ideas will likely change over time.
birth --> school --> job --> $$ --> material goods | non-material goods
$$ --> power
$$ --> wom(a|e)n --> procreate.
all women are naturally materialistic. so the $$ attracts them.
at the very essence, humans are animals. our animal instincts tell use we need to reproduce. to plant our seed and to carry on our legacy. so basically everything is either a means of reproduction or wonderful distractions from it. we are complex creatures and it takes a lot to leave us satisfied. for some that means bombing 3rd world countries. for some that means turning to crime. for some that means just enjoying the simple things in life.
we're also very good at hurting each other and playing mind games.
June 19, 2003
.9:10 PM

bowbricks:: how can you say no to that face?
.8:58 PM
Oh and btw, whoever the fuck hax0red my site last week definitely sux.
.8:57 PM
Oh and I also bought a lomo supersampler camera from a department store in paris for 50 euros. When I returned to Canada i found out that they were selling them for 50 USD online. Damn. Oh well, my version came with a special plastic box with a special booklet of pics taken from this particular camera.
Now I'm just itching to try it.
June 16, 2003
.6:44 PM
pictures from europe are up on imagestation.
one word sums up the photos: quantity (not to be confused with the word quality).
i'll post stories etc later when i have time. my goal of self-discovery sort of came true. i didn't find enlightenment, but i do seem to have a better sense of where i'm going with my life now. i just needed to get away. to see things in a new perspective. to dream. to experience. to live.
and i'm feeling good baby. except for this jet lag. i'll be ok in a week. i promise.