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March 27, 2002
.1:04 PM
No more assignments. Finished my last assignment last night and handing my last one in in less than 30 minutes. It feels good. I'm so much closer to finishing up my degree. w00t.


March 25, 2002
.5:13 PM
I've changed the look of my site once again. But this time it's just the colours.


March 22, 2002
.2:38 PM
3 days out of this week we haven't had hot water. I don't know what the fuck is going on. It's pissing me off. It's friday today. Middle of the afternoon to be exact. No sign of it being fixed. Let's hope someone fixes the situation soon. A whole weekend without hot water really sucks ass.

Everyone's attention is on the new wing ceremony today which means that the water problem likely will not be resolved anytime soon. yay.


March 13, 2002
.11:37 PM
There's this guy in my CS 480 class who sits at the front of the class and plays freecell or solitaire on his laptop during the lecture. I don't understand the point of going to a lecture when you're just there to showcase your laptop. I hate people that brag.


.10:15 AM
It is now officially a little over 6 months after the 0911 incident last year. I will never forget finding out about the incident on the news. I remember the day vivdly. Someone called our place around 7:30AM PST and told us to turn on our tv immediately. What I saw was something unimaginable. The taped footage of a plane crashing into the wto was repeated on tv. The building was literally collapsing. At first it didn't hit me as being real. My roommate and I sat in shock as the footage was replayed over and over. It's like something you'd see in a movie - except that you cant just walk away from it.


.2:31 AM
Ok. So after finally sitting down and burning 3 mp3 cds, my hard drive now has space for downloading songs again. Lately I've started downloading some underground hip hop and I've been trying to get in the hip hop game a little bit. Believe it or not I've been starting to get bored of listening to certain electronic artists. Lately I've been wanting music with lyrics or words more than just instrumentals. Maybe it's just a phase. Meaningful lyrics are so hard to find in music these days.


.2:23 AM
Tired but can't sleep. The coke I had at midnight is keeping me awake. I'm feeling kind of alone at the moment.


March 2, 2002
.12:16 AM
And I wondered to myself at the time... does it get any better than this? It seems like it just peaked back then and everything made sense. Sort of. You're looking at the good times gone by and you wish you could turn back the clock. The future is coming and you're scared.


.12:10 AM
Over the last few weeks, I received two of my midterms back. I'm extremely disappointed with my results. Where do I stand? Average. I hate being average. Being average means you're just like everyone else. The main reason I'm pissed off at myself is because I'm only doing 4 courses this term and it's supposed to be an easy term. My main problem is that lately I've been oversleeping and just lazy. It sucks. Even though I marks don't really matter this term, I'm still concerned. Sometimes I wish I was just smarter. Things would be so much easier. I feel as though sometimes I need to work twice as hard as others just to get to where I am.

And I keep worrying about the future. Like what the fuck will I do when I finish school. I always think about this everyday.... I need to put my mind at ease.


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